Huh...?

World of Warcraft people keep complimenting me, and expressing admiration and stuffs.

...??

When did I get popular with people?

It always strikes me as odd to find out that people like me. Can't quite figure it out. I'm not cool, or hip, or even all that interesting. My life is rather boring, my interests are rather bland, my personality is bound up with a lot of angsty self-castigating issues and a lot of dark sarcasm, and at best I'm not the most annoying person in the world.

At best.

Yet cool people seem to like me. It boggles the mind.

A part of me is astonished, and rather flattered. The darker part of me sits wondering when the bottom is going to drop out from under me.

Issues. I have abandonment issues. I know that now. So what do I do? I run away. Before I can get abandoned. Or do something stupid, something preemptive, forcing people to turn away from me. Leaving me alone. Again.

And that dark corner of my soul wants me to be alone.

Where's my flashlight.
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It's election season. There's a sign on the corner near my work. It reads, "Vote to Support Mt. Hood Community College!"

...but it doesn't mention what initiative you should vote for, so that you can support said aforementioned college.

...umm... okay...

>_>
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Sometimes... sometimes pain lets you know you're still alive.

Other times, it lets you know you did something stupid.

And then there are the times that it's just there, annoying the hell out of you for no apparent reason whatsoever.

Thank goodness for meds. Where's my Advil.
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No, I don't make sense. Yes, I like it that way. Don't like it, go away. Don't make me shine my tiny mag-lite at you.

>_>