Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Left-Over Insomnia

I'm so tired. The past two days, I've been out walking here and there in the rain. And last night I was suffering from one of my typical anticipation (anxiety?) moments, and could not sleep. I feel exhausted. I really should be sleeping. Yet, I lay down, and just as my thoughts start to fuzz out, I jolt back awake again.

I can't settle my mind. I'm too keyed up. But I'm also too tired to do anything substantial, like any serious writing or design practice or studying. I try, but I can't seem to focus enough, and my eyes start drooping. And again, I try to go lay down, and after a few minutes my mind goes into overdrive yet again. I'm almost to the point of incoherent babble.

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...oh wait, I do that anyway. *shrug*

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